Why does everything have to be so confusing?
Yay! I am in Cheney!!!!!!!! Well, to visit anyways. So today is Wednesday and I made it here in time for youth group which was really awesome because Ty, Vicki, and Mike stopped in to see me!!!:) And I saw someone who I gave my heart to a long tiem ago and he still holds it and I can't take it back because as much as I want to have it back and have control of my feelings, I can't. I still love him and I always will. The sad thing is he will NEVER care.
So it got me thinking...What is love? What determines love? This person, I think about him all the time, is that love? When something goes wrong, I tend to turn to him, is that love? When I go to sleep at night, I dream of him, is that love? Is love a feeling or an emotion? Is it give or take? Are there different levels of love? Can you love someone one day and not another? Can you take love back? Can you turn in off and on? As you can see I am really confused...
But, I do know one thing...I really care about this guy...and I am gonna try to make an effort to get a long with him better and to fight less...And I hope he will see that we could be...should be so much more. That we are destined to be so much more...but until then, he is just my very best friend.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
So it got me thinking...What is love? What determines love? This person, I think about him all the time, is that love? When something goes wrong, I tend to turn to him, is that love? When I go to sleep at night, I dream of him, is that love? Is love a feeling or an emotion? Is it give or take? Are there different levels of love? Can you love someone one day and not another? Can you take love back? Can you turn in off and on? As you can see I am really confused...
But, I do know one thing...I really care about this guy...and I am gonna try to make an effort to get a long with him better and to fight less...And I hope he will see that we could be...should be so much more. That we are destined to be so much more...but until then, he is just my very best friend.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
posted by AppyLover at 11:29 PM
2 Comments:
True Love = Dying on a cross so that EVERYONE could live free from our sins and that we could live with Jesus forever! Now THAT'S true love!
Okay so I totally get that Jenn! But what is 'true' love in the sense of us? People don't love like that and we never will!! We are incapable of that so are we incapable of loving at all?
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