I'm looking for you but all I found was myself...

I'm looking for you but all I found was myself. I expected you to know me but how could you when I didn't know myself? I gave you my heart but why? I swore NOT to go through this again, I can't bear it if you BROKE my heart like others in my past. So again, I ask myself why did I let you in when I worked so hard to keep others out. It's quite simple, Kyle. Everyone could see it...But you. I fell for you, I completely gave you my heart and you didn't know what to do with it. Will you save me, save my heart before it's too late? I don't think so because it's starting to break. I want you so bad but you just wanted a friend. I was willing to be that but I needed more...Or so I thought...
Another guy came into the picture. He wasn't afraid to ask me questions. He wasn't afraid to get to know me. He wasn't afraid to show his feelings, he let them in. I couldn't help but fall for him. He wasn't afraid to let me see the "real" him and he let me be myself. You couldn't do that, you wouldn't ask questions, you waited till I told you what you wanted to hear. He knew I love dogs, so he asked me about them...Did you do that? No, you waited for me to tell you about them...Good-bye my crush because that's all you were...Just a crush.