Monday, October 30, 2006

Disappointment, disillusion, Dispair, Confusion...

Today went pretty well...I guess... I had a dream last night that I was alone...And I heard a voice. It was God. He said to me, "Kyle isn't worth it, Whitney. He will just cause you hurt and pain and you don't need it." I responded to him by saysing, "I know you are God and I know that I have to trust in what you are saying but I have to know why. What is he going to do?" And that was the end of my dream and I am confused. I mean I know it was just a dream but there had to be some point to it...Right? But, how could he hurt me? He has been so good to me already! When I am around him I feel like I am walking on air! And when I talk to him my eyes light up (and I am not joking either because people have told me). I care about him so much and I know he will NEVER hurt me...So what was with that dream? Is God telling me that he isn't the one? Oh, how I hope not!
And I am really confused about my future. I am in a pre-vet tech class and I am loving it but at the same time I am loving learning to show and am thinking about being a pro-handler...The choices how does one ever decide? Please some words of advice? And I have been praying...

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